Yes.

It is killing me not to talk to her.

But I am still here.

What’s best for me *is* what’s best for her.

I don’t know what to do.

I just don’t know what to do.

So I have to Just Wait.

I don’t know what that means.

Am I waiting for my dreams to come true?

Am I waiting until I have to cut the damaged heart loose for good so I can begin building a new one?

How can I do that? I gave her my word I would always be here for her.

Just wait.

Just wait.

The answers will come.