My Beloved Crow…
Sail as safely as you can on your journey into stormy seas. You voyage into dark places filled with struggles and spiritual enemies that will certainly prey upon you.
But you must take this voyage. For yourself. Because of your rules, and the way of things.
For your reasons, this is what you must do to purge the plague that weighs heavily upon you.
Godspeed to you. Do what you must. It will be painful. You will be vulnerable.
But I trust in you. And will never leave you adrift. Journey where you must. Let my light never leave your sight, no matter how distant it may get.
Always know it will be there, for when you need to find your way home.
No matter what becomes of you and me… of either of us and anyone else… this is why I am in your life.
Love,
Orson
It’s Not a Frame of Mind 
But for the record… Please… every minute you stay in chaos scars you. And you’ve been dealing with being torn into for…shit…
Over 20 years.
Get what you need and get the fuck out. Please. Your’re in Chernobyl now and this could easily turn into something you can’t overcome.
You don’t even have the discipline of having to be at work to anchor you right now.
Just..hurry for your own sake. Good God sweetie, this isn’t you. 😭
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