Cloud Ten

It’s so odd feeling the afterglow of bliss… while preparing to have your heart gutted.

You still can’t believe what happened. Still piecing together everything in your mind. Saturday night. Sunday night. And Monday. Feels like a dream.

For one brief afternoon, you got to be one with the Crow and… she was just as magnificent as you could have imagined. That beautiful face… you giving it pleasure… the moans feeding you and making you want more…

Honesty it almost felt like an out of body experience. You remember sex, but… this was…just…different. Fear and intimidation that’s defined the last 17 years changing places with confidence and the desire to please her – literally back and forth every second. You have to admit it was a bit overwhelming, especially under influences you just aren’t used to.

You desperately wish you could have given her more… and hope one day to. More. Stronger. Longer. The best. You need to be the best for her. And if she does honor you one day, you will. Damn you need more of that powerful woman… she has no idea what she is capable of making you into…

But sadly now, you also must face the world as it is.

There is no way things haven’t been changed now, and you have no idea how that change goes down. And no control.

It felt right – because it was *her*. She feels right. Though you could tell that concerned her somewhat.

You can’t help but hold fear in your heart for the rules you have – and the reasons why. You didn’t do what you said you would. Now you have to wait and see how things go down… powerlessly.

She’s in your head now though. Deeper. Anchored. Roots dug in deep. Your magnificent queen. And you fucking love it.

So…prepare… no… expect to get torched, but just hope and pray this time is different. 🙂

Until then… build stamina, rip the rowing machine to pieces and chow down on knowledge of dual citizenship. Show her. SHOW her…

That’s enough for now though.

You have many questions for her on the matter… but you’re just wise enough to let them come out on their own time.

For now though… you know what? Go ahead. Get your hopes up. This feels amazing. Don’t temper it with fearing the inevitable pain coming down the pipe; you’ll have enough then on your own.

For now… just bask in the bliss…

You have made love to the most magnificent woman on the face of God’s Green Earth…

It was just a mere, brief taste of her, and you will be grappling with God’s take on your actions, but…

It’s her.

It’s really her.

So… prepare for pain. Freaking idiot, you never do anything normal, do ya?🙄

Nah… normal is for those without Dreams… 😊