Vibrancy

Yeah, there’s something wrong if you start feeling this way. This ain’t you, and it’s not supposed to be. Things seem dulled, not vibrant. You are somewhat…overloaded? Yeah… by the recent standards you’re trying to change. So…good thing, right?

Vibrant… such a relatively new term you’ve started using to describe so many things you see that appeal to you. “Energetic.” “Dynamic.” Regular old ‘Bright.’

None of them have the degree that “Vibrant” does. A person can be happy, but Vibrant means something even more…

What’s “Vibrant?”

Your Soul is.

Your City is.

Your Dreams are.

Your Life (default) is.

So what’s wrong? What isn’t Vibrant right now?

Your spiritual life isn’t.

Your work life isn’t.

Your love life isn’t.

Your health isn’t.

Ouch. That’s pretty much all the things that matter in the here and now. 😳

You’ve regressed on your weight. Good news is that you feel horrible. It bothers you to be at a place better than you were two years ago. You walked for two hours last night, put 6.4 miles into it, and feel fine today. So, put that into the “in progress” category. 🤔

You can’t do anything about love life right now. Just overloaded. More than anyone needs to know. Frankly you wish you weren’t as smart sometimes.

You can throw down more at work. Have a good opportunity or two coming down the pipe… if you can just embrace the change of losing the Celt – but she was your guide and erstwhile mentor. You miss her a lot more than you realize, even though you text every other day or so.

Spiritual life is… better… but still too cold. Probably need to untie internal knots before going out on any limbs soon. You’re still in wonderful shape by some folks’ standards, but not yours. This will be good to work on. 🤔

You do want the world to just be quiet for a bit. But maybe the reason why isn’t because you’re tired. Maybe it’s because there are things you really just need to work on.

Sigh…storms this weekend at both Table Rock and Caesar’s Head… again.

This phase is taking way too long. Find what you need to find and get past it.

And get that damn song out of your head.

Something bad’s coming. But something better’s on the way too…