Daylight

Short work week and off to Dragoncon… Odd that things come around at certain times. Two friends in serious need of just getting away for a crazy, fun time. It’ll be good for them. You really don’t have the money at the moment, but screw it, it’s worth some debt.

Hopefully will be good for you too; right now your head is spinning. Literally; nausea and sinus infections really love coming along at the wrong time. Stomach is aching and churning…

It is what it is though… You’re going to have a good time in a few days no matter what.

You wonder how The Celt and the Crown will get along in Atlanta for five days… 🤔

Crow is angry again. At herself again. Taking it out on you again. You make an easy target and she trusts that you’ll always be there.

Huge trouble is coming her way and deep down she likely knows it. For some reason she’s just up for self-destruction. You’ve realized it for a while, even before your last visit. She just won’t learn.

You have a lot of other things to focus on, but you still care. She’ll always be sacred to you… but… for the first time… you don’t feel Him pushing you back in as he’s done in the past – at least in the same way – and that’s what scares you the most.

Right now there’s no way she wants to confront the reality of just what you’ve done for her and how cruel she’s been to you in return. Good news is you seem to be at an insulated point right now. Well, here’s hoping… 🤣

So… Just Wait. She’ll need you in her life again, and she is one of your dearest “soul group” members. You don’t see her the way you have all this time for nothing, even at times like this… and you aren’t the one she’s fighting… 🤔

Haven’t seen mom and dad for a while. Will need to spend time with them weekend after next. Now that college football is back, Dad will want you to watch every game with him at their place. Maybe a home-and-home could work? Lolz

Really, really want to go camping soon for some reason too. The heat is finally seeming to subside a little today; maybe it keeps up.

Things are going well right now, even though they may not seem like it sometimes. Not exactly where you wanted them, but at least a solid “B” lolz

Be thankful. Always be thankful.