Stressful Relief

True sigh of relief.

Life.

And he’ll be all in. Supposedly.

So thankful.

You’ll have a screaming infant for a while, but the best outcome. The literal best outcome you can imagine. If it stays that way. Prayers every day.

And prayers for thanks every day.

Thanks that you can actually change. Grow. Move on from the past.

18 years ago, you secretly sighed with relief, knowing you could argue for life without fear because it was a lost cause – but you knew it was a lie deep down. This time… you would have have had it in you. Under even worse circumstances.

Still so many hurdles. So many things that could go wrong.

But one single splinter has been stuck in your soul for so long.

You can now finally forgive yourself for being so full of shit years ago.

All the stress of 2019….. but finally you can let your biggest wound heal.

Thank you, Lord. So much.