2:31am

Have a really weird feeling. Really hope she’s alright.

Nose bleeding out of nowhere. Bill agitated. Odd sounds that seem to flee soon as you notice them.

You haven’t been using distilled water in the CPAP to moisten the air blowing into the sinuses. Celt’s dog walking around Bellerophon’s eminent realm. You know you’re not the only one in the house that’s having trouble sleeping.

All perfectly reasonable explanations.

None assuage the weird feeling.

You need to talk to Him. Now.

Ephesians 4.

And stop forgetting to water Percy.

Just weird. It’ll be fine. Calm and Peace fill your heart. But weird just won’t freaking leave.

Hold her in your arms Lord. Every second I can’t hold her in mine. Please.

She said I thought she must be lying… and yet I can feel her desire to protect me.  She doesn’t see what I see.

Love is an ocean. Shallow in some areas. Deep in others. Sometimes warm, sometimes cold. Sometimes monsters you can’t imagine emerging from the deep. Sometimes bordering a cold, rocky cove, and others a jubilant sandy beach fit for a blissful family.

 There is much to consider here.

Now let’s talk. Idiot over here is lost again…