Wisdom

You really need to cheer up. Waiting on the Mayo Clinic and a half a dozen other things that you really need taken care of is taking it’s toll. It’s just a mood, fortunately, negativity of not feeling like you’re making any progress, along with being stupid enough to stay on social media more than just long enough to see if we are at war with anyone.

Celt might return today. She says she wants to but you never know with her and plans. You really need to accomplish something, no matter how pointless. 

Haven’t done much seeking wisdom besides praying and reading as much as you can of Ezra before it stops Making sense. Reading it is tough without your friends at study to bounce it off of. Separate research helps but that’s like just Reading the cliff notes instead of using them the way they’re actually supposed to be used.

Breaking cycles is tough. Has to be done though, if you ever hope to find a better place you want to find. You have finally gotten to the point where you hate it when you fall asleep without the mask on. So give yourself a little credit. There used to be no way on earth you would wear that thing unless you went on a trip and we’re going to keep someone awake with your snoring. 

Pure, absolute stupidity. You didn’t care what it was doing to you because you just didn’t like it and that was that. There’s just no other way around it. Thank God the damage is reversible; You just hope and pray you’ll have a chance to have the answers you need from Jacksonville to be able to plan the next part of your life, so you know what you’re up against. 

Learn from your mistakes. Admit them, learn from them, and take action. Otherwise, you have no one to blame but yourself. You don’t know how you’re going to get a normal sleeping schedule, so it’s time to channel your inner MacGyver and find a way.

Probably put some junk on the couch and the recliner just to keep you from getting comfortable in them during long afternoons so you don’t fall asleep and snore your brain away.

Seek wisdom, accept it, and do something with it. You’ve got to start being good at all three. It’s not rocket surgery. Make it happen.