Now…

Right now the hardest thing on earth… is meaning it when you say you want her to find Home more than her to be with you.

It’s the truth. But just barely. It’s selfish. Be aware of it though. She has no idea what you see here and there in her words and her smiles. On occasion, Heart still fluttering. On occasion, Heart still devastated.

Heart doesn’t matter anymore. She does. Put God first. Then her. Then you. Accept the reality of the situation. Accept what you believe; not what you want. You want to hope? Hey, go for it. But if you fancy yourself a good man… be one. Be True.

Separating the two is hard. That’s fine. It’s when you need to choose that you must be True. Just be True.

It’s not about you, ya only child. Admit your weaknesses so you can address them.

Love. Such a complex thing. Never was before her. Now?

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