Likes

Online dating is really weird. Can’t just check one or two of them and browse. You see someone’s profile and their picture and it’s either No or Nervousness.

Some weird sense of awkwardness. Reading about women that may or may not be interested in meeting. Catching up on “Likes”. Maybe it’s different if you were going around and “liking” them. Not that that ever accomplishes anything. Nothing accomplishes anything.

Crow sounds like she is still mad at you, go to the life of you you have no idea what for. And chances are deep down neither does she.

The box finally got there. You weren’t expecting a thank you, but she gave you one and then got quiet. Probably the best thing that could’ve happened. You are still going to hold true to contacting her on 1 June. Who knows.

One week in. This month still sucks. No matter how beautiful it is outside. It’s May in the holy city and still all you want to do is share it with her.

Well you better find someone else, because in the six years you chased her she never chose to try to share a holy city Spring day with you.

And there’s nothing wrong with that. She’s under no obligation to. But it does tell you what you need to know about where your head really needs to be regarding who to find a relationship with.

Let the anger go away first. For your own sake. You’ll get through this. And her situation is no longer any of your business… if it ever was.

Stop missing her. And then find another impossible task.