This music. These memories. So distant, yet so recent. This deep warmth of camaraderie. Loyalty. Faith. Truth.
Why keep trying? The real world isn’t like this. It doesn’t care about idealism the way it’s portrayed in movies about honorable knights like Galahad and Parsifal. Most were anything but anyway.
And you’re never going to be that way. You’ve failed too much. spent too much time charging windmills.
Well you’re past halfway done.
So… why give into nihilism now?
He has a plan. He knows you don’t like it. He knows you’re up to it. Even if you’re not ready for it.
You just need help. Bet there is some over there in that windmill…