I don’t know what to say.

It’s amazing that you just spent an hour at Con trying to figure out how to splice together the videos you have left of her before actually realizing you needed to ask a question.

Let alone why you still have them.

Oh. Yeah, nevermind. Memories you will never forfeit… fair enough.

So how on earth do you express pain to someone when you don’t want to risk hurting them just in case?

Why do you need to express pain?

Holy crap how long does it take you to get over stuff?

Do you want them to feel bad about how they hurt you?

Don’t lie. So why do you want them to feel bad?

You don’t? Really? Okay.

Then just post the song. Nothing more.

The lyrics are all there.

And outside of that last stupid cheap shot lyric at the end, there are your feelings. The last line is stupid and you want nothing to do with it.

That’s just the way it is with the Magnetic Fields. Brilliant music until you want them to STFU.

Whatever. You made sure people got to where the party was tonight instead of wandering around downtown Atlanta and putting themselves in danger.

That’s what you’re good for for right now. You are so sick of it. But here you are.

That’s what you know what to say.

Everything else you’re clueless and don’t pretend otherwise.

I don’t know what to say.

I just don’t know what to say.

Please be with those who are sacred to me. Please be with those who hate me. Please be with everyone in between.

Please be gentle with me tomorrow when the hangover hits.

🤔