Well things seem to be falling apart at work. Yay. Amazing how fast everything goes from endless possibility to thank goodness for free help in booking.
Whatever. Like everyone else, you work for utils, not money. Certainly not worried about you, but it’s your job to worry about the company‘s health.
Last weekend you’d found a property that would save the day, and blam, That fell apart too. Your track record for success does not seem to be very good lately. Might as well add that to the pile, but one thing at a time. There’s still possibilities out there for Oklahoma, Idaho, and Grande Prairie, Alberta. Yay.
But companies are cutting back on excess spending as the economy gets more uncertain. What can you say; people voted Democrat. Knowledge of economics is a curse if you don’t use the degree, lolz…
Trepidation about meeting with the CPA tomorrow. About what’s happening with work. About what you could’ve done different.
In all honesty, The answer is probably nothing, but for some reason that’s not a very satisfying thing to think… probably because we want to feel like we have more agency than we do. 🤔
Sometimes bad things just happen. The choice is between feeling helpless and feeling regret.
Long-term you’ll be fine. It just really would be nice to have something else going on to distract you. Someone else to help you through it and make you feel useful in helping her through whatever she struggles with.
Well, another weekend and another empty Friday night approach. Another weekend of wisely saving money. Getting ready to store a whole bunch of books.
Thank God you’re a positive person. 😂 This too shall pass. Might check the weather at table rock Saturday or Sunday. Just get out of town for a bit.
You really want to get to sea though. No it’s just not gonna be the same unless your steering. Can’t explain where that came from all of a sudden. A mountain is the opposite but who knows; maybe the whole thing is just you needing to talk to Him like you used to.
Ennui. Definitely not your first tangling with it. First time in a world in which you’re not waiting anymore, not that you realized that at the time. Could always be worse.
Vet visits for the cats scheduled in early December because everyone forgot how to do everything during Covid.🙄
Stop whining. Be grateful. Keep forcing yourself to look at those apps just in case. Supposedly you find someone when you aren’t looking… and it has been a long time since you really really really haven’t been in the mood to look.
Thanksgiving and Christmas are coming up. They’re going to be really tough. Try to give yourself a break. God has a plan for all things.
And regardless of where His plan goes, don’t ever forget to be grateful for so many things.
Especially thanks for the cats.🙂
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