Things picking up. Several areas. Doldrums are a pain. Don’t usually last long. The world always has ways of taking shots at us when there is long-term positive change on the horizon. Often we seem to let our fears dip into anxiety to help.
Hasn’t been an easy month, but the current churning slowly beneath the surface is still there. Walking an hour a day at the faster pace you go is definitely your jam, at least when a t-storm doesn’t hover off the coast at 3-5mph… for a week…
You’ve always walked fast. One of the contractors in Texas said he could tell you used to be a sprinter just because of the form. That was great. Finally found out the BPM you’ve always walked at…108.
Funny… there were a series of songs off an old college football VHS tape you’d gotten long ago you’d audiotape off the TV to listen to when you tan later on. Try to work on pace, both for cross country and track. One was just energetic. Perfect for half a mile. Another one was a more lighthearted sound that was literally the pace you walked normally, and actually still do. Wide stance walking with it when alone is just natural.
A bit goofy, but that’s par for course for sports music from back then.🤔
Eating loads of pineapple lately for snacks. Focusing more on trying non-processed foods. Two ingredients: pineapple, pineapple juice. No hydrogenated polydextromaltodextrinicsucrose, etc. Trying to burn cleaner. Feeling better at least.
Something always has to be off-kilter though, and sleep is back at the top of the menu. It’s been worse… but you just can’t off the top of your head remember when.
Mask is annoying as ever, and the mouth guards can be helpful, but when you wake up from discomfort, Morpheus is just ‘gawn’… Thoughts race. Boredom follows. Trying a new thing to nuke it soon. Hopefully that helps.
Lots coming up. Sadly no Texas gigs though. Could have gone one more week last time, but when the godson gets married and wants to meet for dinner while they’re honeymooning, that goes on the calendar, lolz. Wasn’t nearly as surreal as you’d thought it’d be. Turns out it ended up costing you a huge pile of money. Still worth it.
Within sight of closing out Isaiah, but you’ve had to start over, reread and even find a cliff notes style book to help. Not sure what’s next, and won’t until you’re done if things go the way they usually do. Romans might be on the plate, but you really are in more of a Peter mood than a Paul mood.
Ell hasn’t communicated in a while. Prolly for the best. Been thinking about tendencies lately. How it seems like you are the only man on the planet generally more attracted to women in their late 30s and up. That energetic girl in Texas was such fun to talk to. Too young for literally anything besides conversation, but that energy was just so different. After a while you realized someone like her would drive you nuts after a few weeks though. Extroverts, lolz…😂 It all seems like “choose your drama…”
Two hours of walking tonight. Just enjoying yourself. Life. Banter w crypto guys. Prayer, not enough though.
Snowsport has been its name for 35 years, and you just found out now; the old VHS vid is uploaded and you don’t have to keep going back to the timestamp anymore. 😂
Some Stargate SG-1 and relaxation tonight. Praying for good, solid sleep later. 🙏
It’s Not a Frame of Mind 