It’s so hard to lose weight these days. Wish you could just accept a certain degree of “fluffiness”. But that’s just not the way your frame is built. The graduation ring that you are so proud about and always wear when you’re around people is starting not to fit. Your knees feel like they support too much weight. Fix it. Just fix it. You’ve already made some headway, but you are not meant to be this way. You’re just not.

All region cross-country and 2% body fat with voracious metabolism was a lifetime ago. And worse, it feels like it.

You don’t have to be 17 again. But if your inflamed muscle tendency is actually starting to become more normal, you’re going to have muscle problems when you’re older. 

Tomorrow you will be the oldest you have ever been.

You will also be the youngest you will ever be.

Keep at it. Admit you suck at delayed gratification stuff. And keep at it.

Your move… 👊😊🐅

The downside of believing that anything is possible is thinking just because it’s possible, it’s going to happen. 



So much here…

It may not seem like it, but your spirit is free. Ironic…but true. So many see the “rules” and claim they’re limiting. But the truth is they’re not what it’s all about. With Him, we aren’t constrained by the temporal world around us, and…are even more free.

He just will not leave this alone. He wants you to read this book. This book that you try to power your way through only to get bored and forget about over and over again.

And the second you start reading the introduction you get it but still…

… still you’re rolling your eyes. You could see wisdom right in front of you and you still pull like a stubborn mule.

What how do you have of helping others you care so much about if you pray for wisdom and guidance, only to be provided with a Bible and repeated reminders about reading this book… only for you to walk away?

Figure it out. Just figure it out. How can you know exactly what you need to do and still not do it? The answer is… like this. 😒

Well you read the intro tonight. That means chapter 1 tomorrow. You’ve already read it but you’re gonna have to start over again.

He’s patient. Bright side.

Now get some sleep. So irritating when you’re drifting off for hours waiting for the off part to finally show up….

Where did your creativity go?

Well go get it back.

Normal sucks.

Just remember this word please. Specifically tonight. Don’t even necessarily remember; just bookmark it. Thanks. 🌷