Finally home for what seems like probably five minutes.
Just appreciate it. Appreciate Ted. Kidney disease. She won’t be around too awfully much longer. But you said that last year and God let you keep her for another year.
You’re pretty much been gone since the fourth of July, but had to deal with a good old bedbug issue thanks to most likely one of a half dozen places you’ve stayed recently.
Hopefully they’re gone now. But along with a sofa and a bunch of other stuff.
Third time you’ve had some kind of an infestation and home became a war zone lolz.
The store was on life-support. Then after being gone it went gangbusters. No idea what’s happening with that algorithm. Because of course you wouldn’t. That would mean stability which is the one thing you just apparently can’t have anymore.
My goodness the idea of a 9 to 5 just bothers you but holy crap you missed that kind of stability. Made more money this year than you have in a long time, but it’s scary to spend it unless you really know you’re gonna have more coming in and when.
That feeling is starting to actually overcome the enjoyment of not having a boss.
Change is everywhere; mostly for the worse, but that’s life. Holy crap you miss the 90s. The early 00’s. When everything was new, people were more sane, and there was so much more optimism.
Well, that’s your job isn’t it? You’re getting back to some warmth with the Holy Spirit lately and that’s definitely something you need. Need more interaction too. You miss having that weekly Bible study.
So many other things. This tiny little corner keeps getting neglected, but it’s just because there’s so much swirling around that you’re in the midst of. It’s too bad because actually talking here kinda almost helps you sort through it.
You were so looking forward to Con and it was over so unbelievably fast. What are you looking forward to now? Well nothing, which is probably why you’re a bit down.
Would be nice to take Flame on a trip, but you don’t have much future certainty on even when you could, and that’s assuming that her health issues wouldn’t flare up yet again.
Would be nice to build something. Something real. Something constructive. You just have a lot more energy now that you’re not carrying around two extra bowling balls of weight.
That’s temporarily stagnated just because you’ve been traveling so much, but it won’t for long. You love feeling younger. More energetic. Not gonna give that up.
Well, that’s it. Ted wants to cuddle.
Time to cuddle.
